I have had a girlfriend for a little over 3 years, and we broke up about a month ago...
Two of the people I consider my best friends, are these two twin sisters named Jaime and Brittany
I have always had a strong emotional connection with Jaime and Brittany, and I would always jokingly flirt with both of them.
Jaime used to always return my flirting attempts while Brittany did not as much.
About 5 months ago, my now ex-girlfriend and I were on a break, and I crossed the friendship boundary on a drunk night with Jaime
After that drunk night, I started to develop feelings for Jaime, however I never pursued it because she is not the type of girl I would want as my girlfriend.
On the other hand, although me and Brittany did not talk much, when we did talk, we could talk about anything to eachotherr, we were eachothers confidants..I even told her when I started to have feelings for her sister
.I've always had these hidden feelings for both Jaime and Brittany. However, whenever I thought about the two of them, I always saw Brittany as someone i'd hypothetically want as my girlfriend, and saw Jaime as a great friend that I have a strong sexual attraction for
I never made a move on Brittany, because she rarely reciprocated my flirting, and also, while I had a girlfriend, she never really used to talk to me so much.
Now Brittany is studying abroad in Spain, but me and her talk almost everyday, sometimes for hours! I love this new found connection I am having with her lately, but I feel that its starting to make my "hidden" feelings for her come out, and I don't know if she feels the same way.
Since my father works for American Airlines, he can get crazy discounts up to 95% on airfare, so I have arranged plans to fly to Spain in April.
Brittany says constantly how excited she is to see me, and how much she misses me and wishes i was there with her now...
So yeah, my dilemma comes in because Brittany and I have never spoken the way we are now before, and I have no idea how to interpret any of this. Lately Brittany is the only girl I can really think about in a romantic way, and shes the person Ive been talking to the most on a day to day basis, and I am enjoying this, but I don't know if shes thinking the same way. Also, I feel that visiting her in Spain will be the perfect time to explore these feelings, but I feel like i need to know if theres any potential with her before I go to Spain and see her...
Any advice??