I just got off the phone with Ames, y'know we did our normal chitchat.
And it's funny with her, she's never been keen on expressing (at least into words) her sentiment.
I think I mentioned this earlier to some extent, but it's like, when she does, I'm almost taken back by it.
For example, when we were getting off the phone she said that she's not good with the goodbye part, and that she wanted to say-, and starting laughing at herself for being so ridiculous.
What's funny is that I know when she's gonna say something serious, or sentimental, because she has a hard time getting it out, she'll laugh about how silly it is or how silly she is for having trouble sayin' it, so it's like, I have an idea as to what is comin', but still when she said "I just wanted to say I miss you...and yeah." Logically one would think it obvious to respond with "I miss you too". But I just stand there on the phone feeling dumbfounded.
Which makes things more awkward for her 'cause she hates silence so we ended it with goodnight, and there I was feelin' like a giddy little girl thinkin' "she misses me! she misses me!".
Here's the thing, I'm not even the kind of person that has any reservations about expressing how I feel about other people, whether it's favorable or unfavorable. But with Amy, because I know she's very uptight about expressing such things, I have also become almost equally challenged in putting these things into words. Well, vocal words at least.
I'm not really asking for advice...it was kind of a half vent, but if you have any thoughts feel free.