Hi
So i'm in a relationship with an older woman she is 32 and i am 22
She also has 2 kids 1 boy which is 9 years old and 1 girl 13 years old
I'm having absolutely no problem with the kids and in fact they both love me i always play with the small boy and he talks to me a lot and the girl also likes me a lot
We are together almost 3 months now and we actually slept together at her house for 2 months now wake up together drink coffee together eat together we spend generally a lot of time together
She was madly in love with me or so i thought as all couples we had our fights and problems at some point i once told her that i'd like to have a kid too and before that she'd sometimes joke to me that she is pregnant to probably see my reaction and i always said "no way seriously?" and such
So one day she became very cold with me and told me that we spend too much time together and that is actually unhealthy and we should spend some time on our private lives too and do our things and not always be together
I told her ok but i'd like to sleep with you every night and she refused that too she said she needs some alone time
After that i caused a fight with her for that reason because i once also told her the same thing and she also refused and now why she said that to me?
I eventually broke the necklace she gave me as present for my birthday and throwed it inside her car and told her to not call me in the morning
She left and said i don't want to talk with you at this moment.
And now this last friday and saturday we met had some drinks together and she told me she loves me etc etc we slept together but at the morning she told me she needs time to think and can't decide what to do because she knows i will eventually ask for kids and she doesn't want to have anymore kids and what then i will leave her and she will be too old to find a new man or something like that
She also told a friend that she told me to break up but in fact she never told me that in fact she told me to not touch our facebook profiles and let them be in relationship with each other
I can't understand anything what the **** is going on?
If she didn't love me she would not let me meet her entire family?
She would not take me to her home and sleep with me everyday in front of her kids?
What the hell should i do?