I know I need to get this guy out of my mind right now, but I keep giving in to my impulsions. He's one of the few things that brings me joy right now. And I've never been in a position like this where I can't be with the man I want. I love my job and I can't quit. But everytime I try to stop thinking about him. I see him again and get sucked back in. It's like I have no control. I say and do things that I know I shouldn't.
For work we usually have to talk at least once a day. And I usually see him once a week. So it's not constant contact fortunately. But it's so hard to move on when you have to have contact with that person so frequently. I've also never been in a position where I couldn't just end all communication with someone I was trying to get over so any suggestions would be appreciated.