So my ex-girlfriend broke up with me about 8 months ago. We had been together for about 8 months and were living together for about 7 months. Her reasons for breaking up, she thought we didn’t want the same things in life. I know we want the same things in life, realised after the breakup how unclear I was with what I want and my fellings for her. Guess it’s too late know for letting her know. Shortly after the breakup she went back to her old boyfriend. During the breakup me and my ex were in contact and even went out for dinner a couple of times and had sex. The last time she slept at my place she left in the night, said she had to protect herself. Don’t know if she meant from her feelings for me or just something she said. After a couple of months I started texting her again, but after a couple of texts I got a very angry reply. Here old boyfriend was thinking that we were getting back together and she explained tha she wanted to spend the rest of her life with her old boyfriend. They are now engaged. I didn’t send her a birthday message, asked my brothers girlfriend about sending a text the day after my ex birthday, she told me it was good that I didn’t. She is also one of my x-girlfriend oldest friends and went to her birthday party the following day. Were not in contact with my ex for about 3 months. X-mas is very important for my ex, so I send a text the day after x-mas “Merry X-mas! Hope you are doing well and are having a nice x-mas”. Send it on WhatsApp and noticed that she more or less immediately read the text, no reply which I wasn’t expecting. Don’t know if that is a good or bad sign or doesn’t really matter. The day after I missed a phonecall with no caller ID (have never recieve phonecalls with no caller ID previously), I’m pretty shore she spend her x-mas abroad. Don’t know if it was her or someone else. I know she has moved on and is in a new relationship, but I still miss her alot and which she come back but I won’t interfere in her relationship anymore. I’m trying to move on but it’s hard. Needed to vent and get some opinions.