Dear beloved other lovers...
I am new here, but I would like to share something with you.
I am in an relationship now for about more than a year and I really like and love him, but he has some personal problems and it's not going always so good physical... So that makes is sometimes quite rough, but I have always been there for him and support him and try to make the best of it...
A few months ago I met somebody else and he liked me immediately and because he's a very good friend of my best friends, I got to know him very fast. He is everything what my boyfriend is not.... He is good businessman, has a future and sees me as his ideal woman. But I don't feel sexual attracted to him at all.... something what I have with my boyfriend a lot...
But than of course you maybe now what happenend.... on a few evenings I have been drinking some and I went to bed with this guy... The day afterwards I feel so bad and I regret it so much because I don't want this because I love my boyfriend so much, but it feels like I am weak and can't say no to this guy because he just makes me feel so special and is such a gentleman, that I fall for it everytime when I had something to drink....
I really want to get out of this situations, because I have now a lot of mixed feelings and I am very confused and feel so bad...
Can some of you, give me some advice to help me getting throw this??
I would appreciate a lot, because I can not talk with my best friend because it is her best friend as wel...