I apologise for my outbursts and for saying that I hate women.
I am learned something that I want to share.
Thoughts:
1)
I have a good job but my job is not what I want it to be. I want to be a technical person but I am more of a junior 'management' type of do nothing overpaid desk jockey. I define myself by my job. I need more, better education. I do need to be less sensitive in that area however, more focused on achieving a goal.
Though it was hard; to be an awesome math science person, to transition to a layman. But oh well, I get good cash to do stuff all, while most people are struggling and experienced people can't find work. I should just be happy and find a realistic plan to improve my education in the future because I hate being ignorant
2)
I'm ugly as sin and I couldn't get a **** to save my life. There is an advantage; I don't need to worry about accidently getting married anytime soon. I will be free for just that little bit longer. While friends are stuck with their girlfriends I can do what I want. Which includes banging whores.
3)
Being single is not so bad and I am not the only one in the world who gets pissed off by attractive women and their bullshit antics. They cannot help who they are and they do not know any better and many of them act the same way so there is clearly something outside the realm of choice impacting their actions. Therefore it is not sensible to hate them.
4)
Doc Durian. Non of my apologies are extended to you.
Thank you to the people of this site for listening to my silly problems. You were there for me to vent and it is appreciated. I also hope that I was able to be entertaining.