So confused :(

[nabz0r]

Hey folks,

Long story short, I met a girl like 4 years ago and we started liking each other plus sending mails to each other and it seemed that everything goes perfect, BUT after a few weeks she just disappeared and I talked to her once every six months. Anyway, I forgot everything after a while and I just talked to her like my other friends.

Couple of weeks ago she found me on FB and left a message, I got happy when I saw that message but I don't really know why, (maybe I still liked her and I think I do) we kept talking for a few days and my feelings got bigger and bigger andd I start to feel for her and I go so happy and I could see her face every where I go and see her smile whereever I turn my face. Anyway, I gathered my strength and send her a message telling her about my feelings and I even told her that I am very nervouse and I don't know how to start or how to end but I'll tell you what I feel and what I got in my heart. The answer was that she doesn't mind and that we can start by friendship and that she appreciate my friendship a lot.

We talked a lot and I started flirting with her and calling her baby, darling, dear, etc. And I got the same flirts back and it felt soooooooooo wonderful and those few words from her mouth worth the whole world for me. I started sending her a loads of messages and stuff, but I guess that wasn't good or maybe I think like that as I think negatively all the time. (i know it's not good)

I can write until tomorrow but I do't think you'll read it. hehe

Anyway, the problem is that I am VERY afraid to lose her again and I can't bare thinking about it. (i think like this because I think I sent her a lot of messages and maybe she got bored, as the girls get bored very quick. no offense)

I don't know a lot of this girl, but those minuts that I talk to her feels the moments in my life and I am not myself when I talk to her. Please people tell me what to do and how to act. I am very much missing her as I haven't talked to her in one week because she is in London for a vacation.

I already miss her a lot and I don't want to lose her, what to do people!

Thanks for taking the time and reading this boring message but if I wanna express my feelings for her I won't finish until tomorrow night. ... One more thing, I started not looking at other girls, and I deleted all the girls I have affair with befored. Does that called love? Oh God I don't know what to do.

[Mish]

Don't go all clingy and starry eyed on her or you will turn her off very quickly