Hi,
I've been thinking about my relationship with my girlfriend for quite a while now and I never truly decide whats best.
I'm 19 years old, currently studying at university close to home so I still live at home, I've been with my girlfriend for 3 years in a couple of months. We got together when we were both 16 and now we're both 19, both of our first serious relationships and we lost our virginity together and therefore only slept with one another.
My girlfriend is a great girl. Beautiful, slim, studying at university with hopes of a good career, my whole family adores her as do hers for me, honest, trustworthy. What any guy would want ideally. Anyway, things were great - and don't get me wrong we don't have any problems still now. Neither of us really go out or drink which causes most problems, we're not into that stuff.
So ever since we've been together we stay over a few nights a week, I take her to university sometimes in the morning or pick her up etc. We go out for a meal and to the cinema once a fortnight I'd say. We're both in our first years at university and I keep feeling really paranoid about my future. The friends I used to have aren't guys I'd like to hang around with now so I only have a couple of friends from university. I never get a chance to go out for a drink since I don't have any friends that are into that sort of thing. I've only slept with my girlfriend and nobody else, I haven't had any other serious relationships.
Lately, I feel like I'm not that bothered about her any more. We've been together quite a while now and I just don't feel as attracted to her or as much love for her anymore. The thing I'm most worried about is when I'm 30 and I look back on life, didn't drink when I was young or party, have fun with friends or even sleep with another girl. I don't want to regret my life once it's too late but my girlfriend is such a nice girl. I'd love to marry her and start a family one day. But I don't know which route I should take? I do still love her but I'm worrying about the long run. I don't want to feel like I've wasted my life. Honestly, I wish I never met her sometimes because then this wouldn't be hard.
I really don't know what I should do. Its like I have two options and I don't know which one I should choose.
Can anybody give me some advice on what they think?
Thank you.