So we've been dating for 13 months and before we were even dating, Adam (my ex) was obsessed with me for a year and a half. I finally gave him a chance and everything was great for a very long time. He broke up with my in September because he thought I wasn't happy hardly ever seeing him and blahblah. We got back together a week later, needless to say. Everything was going really well up until a week ago.
I was constantly pushing the future on him because I was so worried about it because I didn't want to lose him, but I now realize that's what pushed him away. He tried to tell me that he doesn't want to talk about the future and he just wants to live with me in the present and take things as they come, but I didn't listen to him. He broke up with me on Friday telling me he just doesn't want to be in a relationship with anyone right now and that he has a lot of growing up to do and he needs to figure out the next stage in his life. He told me he will get back to me when he's ready to date again, but he's not sure if he will want to be with me again or not and he's not sure when he will get back to me. He told me that if I find someone before he answers me, then I should go with them instead of him and he told me he wouldn't even think about dating someone else for a long time because he doesn't want to hurt me and it's not what he wants. And he also told me he has no faith this will get better, even though he told me on Tuesday that we both love each other enough to make everything right and that he won't give up on us. I realized the whole pushing the future on him was my fault entirely, and that's practically what ruined our relationship and I feel like shit for it. I realized that us constantly worrying about the future made us both unhappy, and that's not how a relationship is supposed to be.
I texted him a few hours ago and sent him like a ten page long text telling him all of this and telling him that I'm sorry for everything I've done and this was all my fault and I just want to hold him and tell him things will be alright because I don't want to live like this anymore, but I told him not to reply because I know he needs time to think and some space. He always told me he's in love with me and that I'm the only girl for him, but I don't know. I hope he turns around.
Do you all think he will turn around?