Thanks, Wake Up. I think your right. I'm on a waiting list for personal councelling, perhaps he would be willing to come to one of two of the session with me once I start them. I have a feeling that we are not going to reconcile. At least right now. I was 19 when I met him and he was 21. We have both done a lot of growing up but we still have a lot of growing up left to do. We both have new placed to live, and will be moving next month. Maybe we just need time apart. Who knows. However I will talk to him about the mixed signals.