hi, im kinda new to this so i dont know how everything is done on this forum just yet
anyhow my problem is:
i just started my third year at college, and on the first day back, me and my girlfriend had a mutual break-up
she was beginning to feel bad about us going out together- (i'm suppose to be a muslim/ and shes bhuddist btw) , as her parents really trust her. Her brother was recently forced to break up with his gf- and so she felt guilty, about how her parents trust her yet shes going behind their back and seeing me.
And i understood this, and didnt want her to have any problems with her family so i agreed with her on breaking up
but she said that we can still be friends.
since then its been about 3 days. the first day after the break up was okay, and we were still talking and spent the day together, just didnt say i love you every 2 seconds like we did when we were going out.
the next day we barely saw each other, and it just felt like i was having to go to her, whilst she was avoiding me, but then at lunch she waited for me- so kind of mixed signals :/
Right now ive got quite a few things running through my head (i dont want to make this post too long)
-the fact that i know i still love her, and that everytime im with her i have to fight then urge to throw my arms around her
-im not sure if its a good idea that we stay as friends
-i just keep thinking of stupid magical scenarios where we somehow get back together
-i need to find time to have an MRI scan done
i think im just scared that by the time we leave shes just not going to care anymore, i mean if it was upto me id still be with her, but i just dont know what to do should i stay as friends (even though it feels awkward), should i give it time? or should i try to move on-
its just that i've been with quite a lot of other girls, and havent really felt the same about anyone else- and im posting on this forum cause i don't really have anyone to talk to it about, and every night i come home an just break down- and so im really in need of help
thank you
sorry about the crap grammar and spelling.