I've already posted once on the broken hearts forum and perhaps that is where this post should be but I wanted to try and get a females perspective on things.In my previous post I went into brief detail about the history of our relationship and breakup so I will spare you all of that but if you wish to knnow more then you can find it on the broken hearts forum somewhere.So here we go.....Around a month and a half ago my girl of 3 years woke me up and told me we were done.It's been a pretty drawn out dramatic break up.We also have a kid together.Before you go getting on me about the kid coming 1st I would just like to say that I still make time for my child and that we are both acting responsibly in that manner and do not pull him into what is going ono with us,She said she needed some space but when it came down to it she really wan't giving me mine.I'm paying all the bill and rent at the moment until she finds a job so we still need to talk to each other about certain things on a weekly basis but around 2 weeks ago I told her that we needed to distance ourselves a little bit.It seems that she misses me and wants to be around me but she just doesn't want to ne with me right now.Says she needs to work on hersel which I understand.When I told her we need distance so I could get over this she found every reason she could to try and call me or see me every day for the next week.last week she showed up at a place where I was at unexpectedly.Things were good for a while.Even though we both mngled and had our own fun she was still by my side the majority of the time and then she pulled me into a serious conversation and things went crazy from there.it didn't get physical but the night ended pretty babdly.A couple of days later we met up and talked.We talked about some serious stuff but in a nice manner and had fun too.I called her out on not keeping her distance and she admitted that it was inconsiderate of her to try and move things along to fast and want to be around me.The next day she took me to a doctors apt. When we were leaving she asked if I was working that day.I told her yes.She said " That sux.in a weird way I'd like to hang out with you today." I brushed it off and say something like " Another time another day." After thinking about it for a minute I thought ya know this is why I can't be around her right now b/c even thoughh she might not knoww it it seems like she's always sending me mixed signals.So far she has still gotten ahold of me almost every day about things that we do need to talk about as far as our son,etc. but I try to keep it short.She seems to be moving forward with her plans but I think she's havnig a hard time letting go o me even though she's the one who got rid of me.I just want her to leave me alone at least for a few days so I can begin to heal. then just maybe things might work oout in the end between us.I'm not holding my breath but after some serious thought I do know that I love this girl and want to be with her but only time is gonna prove whether it can actually happen or not.Thanks to anyone who may read this and may be able to give me their opinions or advice
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